Long blog? Yes.

All right, so what have I been up to? Nothing, nothing at all. No sarcasm here. I am really upset about my laptop. About a few years ago, my cooler for the laptop broke. Then, I get virus and all these crap (excuse my language) and now, the light for the screen doesn't work. Do you guys remember the Gameboy Color? The gameboy without light? Well, that's how my laptop is... except it's worse. I can see windows, but it's hard to find where my mouse is. The screen is completely dark and I need to use a freaking flashlight. Yeah, I should have backed my files up and put it in an external hard drive and all that. But because of my laptop holding too much files, it takes a long time to load and my laptop turns off!! So, now, I'm uploading pictures and saving them onto imageshack, I'm sending the files I don't want to lose to my dad's laptop, and I'm copying and pasting the text/documents I dont want to lose onto here, blogspot, except they're saved as drafts. Ugh, so upset. If something happens to this laptop, I will go crazy. I think I'm going to focus on getting a new desktop or a laptop instead of a camera. So anyway, on facebook, Maggie posted the teaser trailer for Dorian Gray. It looks really interesting. The guy that plays the main character is the one that played Prince Caspian in Narnia and he's really cute. Maggie didn't notice until she saw his, what she calls "buttchins," and yeah. I thought he was really good looking and for him to play a role like Dorian Gray (search it up), wow! Just wow. I'm supposed to be studying up for the stupid driving thing (I don't want to drive), but I'm too busy with files and stuff. I find this more important, haha. Honestly, I don't take tests as serious as I should and that's a bad thing. I don't know what's going on with me. All that seems to be in my head is "-------------beeeep----------" In school, I am surrounded by people with GPAs higher than 3.5 or a 4.0, read novels and books about politics or something I find extremely boring, talk about calculus and science in class, or TV shows like House and stuff I don't find interesting, I feel bad--for myself. So I groan and pick up a book and push myself. How can these guys go out and party, have fun, and maintain such great grades? They panic over a B or C (like any other asians would) while I go, "Eh, I can do better," and panic at the last minute. It's people like them who make me want to take AP classes (even though deep down, I don't want to), but I have to thank them.



edit: wow, I spent an hour ranting to Ivy about a few people. Sorry buddy >_< you didn't have to read it. I just needed to rant.