The stupid one

First things first. >:[ upset at how America is doing remake of great animes/dramas. Okay, if I start going into that, it'll probably be super long so I'll just get into what I wanted to say...

Being surrounded by friends who try so hard and do very well in classes makes me feel stupid. So when they ask me questions... I get nervous. Yes, even if they're my friends. I try so hard to not make myself look more stupid than I already am. I sit in class with them and while they're discussing the next chapter of APUS or calc and asking me, "Is this right?" all I could tell them is "i dont know" because I really dont. This makes me feel... bad like I can't do anything. And the worse thing is that I'm afraid to ask them to explain how to do certain problems because they're the simplest problems ever. I have never actually learned algebra and with math already my weak subject... it's not good.

They're all sitting in a group, writing, calculating, discussing and I sit there not knowing what to do. Really, I try so hard to catch up to them but its like we're 20 feets apart and it has to be kept that way. Even if I finally catch up with the slowest thing and move up a little, they're still so far.

TT__TT guys, please note that I am very slow and that I'm not the best person to go to ask questions.